tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5739528334791788516.post5679245772787360960..comments2023-10-08T03:39:58.232-07:00Comments on Sleepyhead Musings.: Not So Foolish AnymoreCourtney K.http://www.blogger.com/profile/03713198816183101437noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5739528334791788516.post-33569381522175999082010-09-29T07:26:30.222-07:002010-09-29T07:26:30.222-07:00Oh. I know this subject and topic too well. I have...Oh. I know this subject and topic too well. I have been there. I have hated my body to the point of physically destroying it. Emaciation was what I thought was the ideal beauty. Skin and bones was what I strived to be. And I achieved it, and it landed me in the hospital and treatment. It's not fucking glamourous. IVs and tube feeding is not the ideal life for a teenage girl, or for anyone.<br />I remember after treatment, seeing a runway show for the first time in months. How sad and sickly those models were. It brought tears to my eyes just because I know that feeling so well. I know that look; that feeling of misery and never feeling good enough. Wanting to lose more and more, not caring about the consquences. It becomes the main priority, and soon, you start to see yourself choosing your weight over your relationships, your leisure time, your hobbies, and your health.<br /><br />It's just a downward spiral.Cassidyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07707166267039688918noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5739528334791788516.post-52497787403745061982010-09-28T15:00:38.070-07:002010-09-28T15:00:38.070-07:00This is absolutely fantastic. Really. An excellent...This is absolutely fantastic. Really. An excellent piece.<br /><br />I was really surprised at the real woman measurements and was happy to find myself right there. <br /><br />So lovely.<br />xoxoMaddie M.https://www.blogger.com/profile/12289716575493225734noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5739528334791788516.post-36991596479395675482010-09-25T19:07:02.875-07:002010-09-25T19:07:02.875-07:00When I was younger, I used to reanact Henry the Ei...When I was younger, I used to reanact Henry the Eigth and Anne Boleyn with my barbie dolls and then rip their heads off.<br /><br />ANYWAY.........<br /><br />It makes me sad to see people who don't love themselves for you they are, at that moment. There is something so fragile and weak about it (I can't quite put my finger on it) that is terrifying.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com