First day of February. First snow day of the month. First time to pick up this book. First bad snow storm in 20 years. First time to hear this song. First time to miss you this much more. First realization that I could be wrong. First chance to start over.
This month I'm going to be wearing more sequins. Attending more Starbucks gatherings. Focusing even more on my school and art work. Reading more books that leave a lasting impression. Singing louder to my favorite songs. Loving more people than ever before. Trying on more dresses. Focusing on the positive.
This month I'm going to be relying less on jeans. Eating less junk food. Avoiding any and all silly arguments. Spending less time being unproductive. Trusting myself to be less of a procrastinator. Making less excuses. Relying on less people to do what I should be doing myself.
This is going to be my month.